Friday, August 12, 2011
This is To You Guys Starting College This Year...
Monday, August 1, 2011
My First Day...
For this year I chose to take two dual enrollment classes, one honors class, and all the rest electives. However, my friends decided to take lots of AP classes to get ahead on some college credit (a different path from my dual enrollment decision). Now I knew I wouldn't have all of my friends in my classes, but I will admit that I was expecting one very good friend to be in one or two of my classes. That didn't happen. Now don't get me wrong, there are people I can talk to in each of my classes but it still wasn't the same as having a BFF with me. Not only that, but some of my classes and teachers weren't exactly my first pick. But you know what? IT WILL BE ALRIGHT! (And I might be telling myself that more than anyone else.) I know that God has a plan in all of this. I know that this is what He wants for me, because I prayed that He would just put me in the classes I need with the teachers and peers I need who might possibly need me too. I know that God is able to do something great in all of this if I simply remain attentive to what He's telling me to do and I obey what He's telling me to do immediately without any hesitation.
(And by the way...today God was good enough to have already shown me some ways in which He might be able to use me. It's not always going to be easy, but His ways are always best.)
Annie ♥
P.S. I would also like to ask you to just pray for me whenever you think about it, because I'm going to need a lot of it this year. Please pray that I will be obedient to the Lord, that I will be willing, that I will be an example of who Jesus is, that I will keep persevering, and that I will love others. Thanks so much! :)
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Centrifuge 2011 (Part 3)
Monday, July 25, 2011
Centrifuge 2011 (Part 2)
A few months ago (I think it was in March), I had the wonderful opportunity to go to Winter Jam. For those of you who don't know what that is, it's a $10-at-the-door concert with lots of Christian artists and a speaker. This year, one of the artists was Chris August. He's a little newer to Christian music, but he has some awesome songs. (You might be familiar with the song, "Starry Night." Yep, that's him!) One of his songs he sang at the concert is called "7 x 70." It's all about the hurts he experienced as a child and forgiving those who hurt him, and it is based off of Matthew 18:21-22...
21 Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, “Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother or sister who sins against me? Up to seven times?” 22 Jesus answered, “I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.
Centrifuge 2011 (Part 1)
I learned a lot while I was there so instead of one super duper long post, I'm going to do three over the next few days...
One of the days that really stood out to me was the first full day of camp. We learned about connecting to the lost. There were two passages of scripture that really meant something to me. One was from John 1:40-42...
40 Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, was one of the two who heard what John had said and who had followed Jesus. 41 The first thing Andrew did was to find his brother Simon and tell him, “We have found the Messiah” (that is, the Christ). 42 And he brought him to Jesus. Jesus looked at him and said, “You are Simon son of John. You will be called Cephas” (which, when translated, is Peter).
The other one was from Matthew 4:18-22...
18 As Jesus was walking beside the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers, Simon called Peter and his brother Andrew. They were casting a net into the lake, for they were fishermen. 19 “Come, follow me,” Jesus said, “and I will send you out to fish for people.” 20 At once they left their nets and followed him.
21 Going on from there, he saw two other brothers, James son of Zebedee and his brother John. They were in a boat with their father Zebedee, preparing their nets. Jesus called them, 22 and immediately they left the boat and their father and followed him.
In the first passage, we see that the very first thing Andrew did was tell his brother about Jesus and bring him to Him. How often do I have that urgency, the urgency to tell everyone (but especially my close family and friends) about Jesus and what He has done in my life? Sadly, it is not often enough and God convicted me about that last week.
In the second passage, Jesus calls Andrew and Peter and James and John to come follow Him. Each of them dropped everything they were doing and IMMEDIATELY follwed Jesus. Growing up I heard the phrase, "Delayed obedience is disobedience." Not only can we apply it to when those in authority here on Earth tell us to do something, but we can also use it in our spiritual walk with the Lord. How many times do I do exactly what God is telling me to do at the exact moment He is telling me to do it? A lot of times we make excuses and try to talk ourselves out of doing whatever God says the moment He is telling us to do it. But that isn't obedience because it's delayed. Also, they were all willing to give so much up for Jesus. They gave up jobs and an income, friends, family, and comfort in general. But they gave all of those things up because they knew following Jesus was worth it. I need to have that same attitude every day of my life. I need to be willing to give up anything and everything as well as drop whatever I am doing to immediatley obey what God is telling me to do.
Annie ♥
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Goodbye Junior Year...
Every year I pray that God would give me the perfect class schedule with the teachers He wants me to have and the peers He wants me to attend class with. He has never failed to give me the classes and surround me with the people that I need at that moment in my life. This year was no exception. I was blessed to have some of the best teachers I have ever had. Some challenged me even when I thought my brain was about to explode, some simply laughed with me, but they all have impacted my life in some way or another. I am so thankful to have been one of their students!
Now I get to look ahead and prepare for my Senior year of high school...Class of 2012!
Annie ♥
Friday, March 18, 2011
Worry and Trust
This is my last semester of my junior year of high school (which I am thoroughly enjoying) and I have been seriously looking at different colleges and even considering what exact major I should study in college. For those of you who don't know me too well, I will tell you that I am a planner. I plan my weekend activities in advance, what I'm going to wear every day for the next week, and many other things including what college I would like to attend and the subject area I would like to major in. When I'm unsure of any of these big decisions, I get worried and stressed and I sometimes just want to burst into tears. However, when that happens I'm not trusting God that He has it all taken care of. I'm doing exactly what it says NOT to do in Matthew 6:34...
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own...
I am worrying even when God says not to. However, I need to give that worry to God and trust Him with my life...
Those who know your name trust in you, for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you. Psalm 9:10
In you, Lord my God, I put my trust. Psalm 25:1
But I trust in you, Lord; I say, "You are my God." Psalm 31:14
I need to trust God COMPLETELY with my college choice as well as with what He wants me to study in college, and I need to seek Him out with my whole heart and pray for wisdom and guidance and discernment in making these decisions...because afterall, He is God, He knows what He is doing, and He has specific plans for me and my life.
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11 (such a great verse for me in this season of my life)
Annie ♥
P.S. If you would like to read more on worry, the whole passage of Matthew 6:25-34 is great.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Since I have grown up in church and because I became a Christian when I was five years old, I have pretty much always know that God has a plan for me. Even in hard circumstances, or even in times that are filled with many blessings, I have known that God has a plan for my life.
This past weekend, however, is when I looked at that verse a little differently in my life. I went on this junior/senior getaway with my church youth group to a local college so we could hear many different perspectives on college life. The weekend wasn't for us to learn about all the academic aspects of college life, but rather how to stay firm in our Faith. We heard from a college minister on the college campus, my own youth pastor, and a group of college kids.
The place that we stayed at was actually in a building where Christians who attend that college meet and hang out and have bible studies and stuff like that. The place looked really cool, and on one wall the verse Jeremiah 29:11 was written. Especially being on a college campus talking about college, I really thought about how much God does have a plan for my life. At this time in my life that's really comforting because while I'm still only a junior, my senior year is almost here. I'm really starting to have to think about where I want to go to college and what I really want my major to be in. For me, a person who enjoys planning things in advance and knowing exactly what I'm doing, it's hard when I don't know these things for sure. But there is one thing I am certain of...GOD HAS A PLAN FOR ME AND FOR YOU!
So while there are still so many things I don't know, I just need to trust God that He knows exactly what He's doing with my life and that He will let me know in His perfect time where He wants me to go to college, what major He has in mind for me, and all of those other important things in life (whether big or small).
Annie ♥
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Comforting Words...
It's comforting to know that even though we change, God will NEVER change...He is constant, He is reliable, He is trustworthy, He is faithful...
Monday, January 10, 2011
Snow, Snow, and more Snow
Sunday, January 2, 2011
You Are God Alone
Here's the video so you can listen for yourself and meditate and reflect on who God is...
Saturday, January 1, 2011
New Hour, New Day, New Year...
13Now listen, you who say, “Today or tomorrow we will go to this or that city, spend a year there, carry on business and make money.” 14 Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. 15 Instead, you ought to say, “If it is the Lord’s will, we will live and do this or that.” -James 4:13-15
Do not boast about tomorrow, for you do not know what a day may bring. -Proverbs 27:1
We really don't know what tomorrow holds. Therefore, we shouldn't act as is we are guaranteed tomorrow. Now we still need to live our daily lives to the fullest all for the glory of God, but we shouldn't think that we will see tomorrow. We should stop procrastinating because we aren't guaranteed tomorrow. We should stop waiting around to change until tomorrow or to read our Bible or to spend more time with God in prayer. We should start doing these things today...not wait until the next New Year's Day. Afterall, we have no clue when Jesus is coming back, and that could be before we get around to all of the changing we've been planning on doing.
But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare. -2 Peter 3:10
In my Sunday School class at church we recently talked a lot about the coming of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. We talked about how wonderful it will be when He does come, but we also discussed how we should be prepared for that day. As the verse above says, we have no clue when Jesus will come back. When we think about a thief, we never expect his coming (now we can expect Jesus' return, we just don't know WHEN that is). And when the thief comes, he is here and gone before we even know what happened. However, we can be prepared for him (the thief). We can lock our doors and make sure we have an alarm set and a phone by our bed so we can call the police if it should ever happen. In the same way we can be preparing for Christ's return. We need to consistently read our Bible so we can guard our hearts against the enemy and so we can learn how God would like us to live. We need to be praying throughout our days so we can maintain a relationship with God...afterall, really the only way to have a relationship with someone is to talk to them, and the more you talk to that person the more you get to know that person. It's the same way in our relationship with God. We also need to always be prepared to give an answer for the hope that you [we] have (1 Peter 3:16). Afterall, for those of us who have accepted Christ as our personal Lord and Savior and who have chosen to follow Him for the rest of our lives, we know the goodness and love and grace and mercy and compassion of God. So why aren't we always looking for ways to share it through our words and actions (and I'm talking to myself a lot on this one). I know it is a constant struggle to show God's love to everyone, especially to the cashier who's scanning everyone's items as slow as molasses and to the car that cut in front of us and to the girl or boy that is constantly putting people down. However, do you really want them to go to hell? And yes, I believe with all of my heart that hell is a real place, a place I don't want any of my friends to be. So are we preparing for Jesus' return in that way too...by telling and showing (because actions speak louder than words) who Jesus really is to the world?
So don't wait until the last minute (or the New Year) and be a procrastinator...start changing today, loving people the way God wants you to love them, and anything else He's been convicting you of lately.
Annie ♥